CROSSED CIRCUITS

Over the past week, for whatever reason unknown to the human race, I have been contemplating why we make the decisions we do...I'm talking about ME! I am scheduled to have a second surgery to fix my finger once-and-for-all on Tuesday 7th March (pending insurance approval) and I have an interview as a shooter at a studio tomorrow, so obviously my mind is over heating with over analysis pending these two events and the thought of not using my left hand for the next 4-6 weeks. When we are handed ideal jobs or opportunities we ( I ) make the ideal unappealing and the difficult and mind numbing, easily accessible. We tolerate the intolerable because it becomes the familiar, we laugh and joke about the very things that used to horrify us so much that we would put our hands over our ears and squeak our eyes tight shut, to keep them from touching our soul. How did we come to be this way? I don't know. Is there hope for us? Of course, the learning curve is just very steep.


shopping cart in field by motorway in England August 2005